All You Had to Say Was Stay

It’s been one week since I broke up ¬†seperated¬† stopped living with Mr. Jetsetter. We’ve been talking still. Texting daily as if I only moved 90 miles away for work and not a break up. I don’t think of this as a break up, more of a separation. I love him with all my heart. He’s the first guy I’ve truly loved. Sure I said it to Mr. Commitmentphobe but in hindsight, I don’t think that was love. I saw Mr. Jetsetter as my future fiance, husband, father of our two kids. I just wish he had not given up so easily. He’s set his foot down on stuff before and made me realize that maybe stuff was hasty or not a good decision but this time, he actually gave up. I might have stayed if he said, “No. This is not a break-up. Let’s go talk to my parents or a counselor and see what issues we need to work through.” ¬†There is something that happened back in October that may have happened prior to and it’s something we really have to discuss. I need answers. I have a list of questions. Do I expect the same answers as before, I hope not. Why is it that guys give up so easily? Do we want too much that they can’t give us that bundle of truth? I guess time will tell. I don’t even want to date anyone else. To be honest, I don’t think I will. I need to see this relationship through.

Until next time,

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This Is A Break-Up!

I moved for a new job and in the process, I broke up with my boyfriend Mr. Jetsetter . I don’t think I’ve felt this bad in my life. Not even all the moving or bad families I lived with when I was a little girl. It feels like my heart was broken into a million pieces. Did I make the right decision? There was a major reason why I broke up with Mr. Jetsetter. I won’t open that wound. Sometimes people make bad maybe unforgivable/unforgettable decisions/mistakes. I can’t live without him.

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Am I afraid for the future? Am I afraid that 10 years into a marriage, he will regret not being able to have dated other women before committing? I think many of us have the some of those fears. Did I give up too quickly? Maybe. If I have doubts, then maybe it wasn’t the right decision. Was it? What do you think?

Until next time,

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