All You Had to Say Was Stay

It’s been one week since I broke up  seperated  stopped living with Mr. Jetsetter. We’ve been talking still. Texting daily as if I only moved 90 miles away for work and not a break up. I don’t think of this as a break up, more of a separation. I love him with all my heart. He’s the first guy I’ve truly loved. Sure I said it to Mr. Commitmentphobe but in hindsight, I don’t think that was love. I saw Mr. Jetsetter as my future fiance, husband, father of our two kids. I just wish he had not given up so easily. He’s set his foot down on stuff before and made me realize that maybe stuff was hasty or not a good decision but this time, he actually gave up. I might have stayed if he said, “No. This is not a break-up. Let’s go talk to my parents or a counselor and see what issues we need to work through.”  There is something that happened back in October that may have happened prior to and it’s something we really have to discuss. I need answers. I have a list of questions. Do I expect the same answers as before, I hope not. Why is it that guys give up so easily? Do we want too much that they can’t give us that bundle of truth? I guess time will tell. I don’t even want to date anyone else. To be honest, I don’t think I will. I need to see this relationship through.

Until next time,

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This Is A Break-Up!

I moved for a new job and in the process, I broke up with my boyfriend Mr. Jetsetter . I don’t think I’ve felt this bad in my life. Not even all the moving or bad families I lived with when I was a little girl. It feels like my heart was broken into a million pieces. Did I make the right decision? There was a major reason why I broke up with Mr. Jetsetter. I won’t open that wound. Sometimes people make bad maybe unforgivable/unforgettable decisions/mistakes. I can’t live without him.

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Am I afraid for the future? Am I afraid that 10 years into a marriage, he will regret not being able to have dated other women before committing? I think many of us have the some of those fears. Did I give up too quickly? Maybe. If I have doubts, then maybe it wasn’t the right decision. Was it? What do you think?

Until next time,

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