Stream of Consciousness

I’m still dealing with quite a few things. I’ve been pretty “blue.” My place is a mess. My life feels somewhat of a mess. Maybe it’s the Valentine’s curse. Be single and alone. I doubt myself.

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I let men control my emotions. Maybe it’s a weakness. Men are a$$holes! I should focus on that to move forward, right? I could be at University in France right now. I can get pretty good recommendations from my Lycee teachers. What keeps me here?

I’m a hopeless romantic so I shouldn’t give on love. Just not right now. I’m obviously not ready. I’m normally someone who gets “knocked down” and “gets right up” with no problems. I move on. But why is this one so hard? Have any of you gone through something like this?

Xo

NikkiKat

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